and what am i going to do??
well....the classes completed and i have come back..the practical classes went on till abt 1 PM and then i went for lunch..normally go to lunch with a group of my friends...gals of course...how boring..i would love to have a guy come along with me for lunch...but this chennai(city where i live now) is horrible...i dont know whats with the guys over here..all they do is talk a few sentences...i guess i am in the wrong college...cos i have seen many guys and gals going out together in bikes and other stuff...i have also seen many places where guys and gals enjoy with each other...
but somehow in my college, there seems to be guys who simply are too scared of gals...i guess all the guys who just concentrate on their studies are in here...and thats why i feel i am in the wrong place..
should have gone to some other college where the guys are not too studious....but have spend few yrs in here...just that till abt a yr back, i was in modelling where i could meet a lot of guys and so did not feel so lonely.....just that i have left modelling temporarily that i feel very lonely nowadays...hmmm..just need to push these 6 mnths and then i should be fine i guess...i can then really go out and enjoy my life...
so the classes got over...took the college bus...got a pretty lonely ride back home in the bus and here i am in the room...as usual my room mate is not back yet...need to do something...this loneliness is killing...probably i would masturbate again...haha...