Sigh...How much i miss it..
I am right now sitting in my college. Here i have a computer before me and am supposed to work out a few problems. No mood to do it. Very boring. So boring that i have started this blog just to write in what i feel like during these times when i am bored.
Will be finishing my studies in about 6 mnths time. what do i do after that?? i am doing my engineering right now...probably could go and settle down in a software job like most indian guys and gals do,....but i really want to do modelling...it was something which i used to do about a yr back....it was really fun...
all the guys and gals...cute guys or hunks as americans would call it...it was fun hanging out with them....the photographers, the lights, cameras...sigh...i miss them....
i am a bit of an narcissist(dont know if this is the right word)...i like myself and my body...and i like if guys talk nice things abt me and my body...how shapely it is, my breasts, chest and all those...it was nice and fun hearing those...
but none of the guys in college talk about it...thats why i miss the modelling stuff...there the guys were pretty open...if they liked me, they said so...if they thought i was cute, they said...these guys in college dont speak a word about me or how i look...guess most indian guys are brought up that way....it is good and nice if boys are like that most of the time but somehow i miss those adult comments which i used to get..