well...i have been going thru many of the comments and replies which i get for my articles..some of it has been good and encouraging...some, like the one from greywar for this article (http://manya.joeuser.com/index.asp?AID=31957), make me think whether it is a compliment or not and some are pretty critical...well after coming to the public domain, guess i cannot complain abt critics..guess i have to get used to them...there are always going to be nice things and brickbats said abt me..need to take all of them...
well...first of all thanks to all of you who appreciated my articles...i thank you for spending the time to read my articles and also spend the time to appreciate it...
now coming to the brickbats..well, some of them feel that i write too much abt sex and adult stuff..
..well, frankly, i am not trying to sound sexy or it is not that i want to write adult stuff...i just write what i think of and what i feel like...probably my mind is so screwed up that i think about sex most of the time..cant help it i guess...i am 23...unmarried girl who has had sex and all other stuff previously but without them for the past 1 yr...so guess my thoughts would keep revolving around that for most of the day....
but i went thru my articles once again and found that in between all the sex and adult stuff, i do give an insight abt the culture and the way people live in india...i have talked abt idlis, saris, churidhars...hmm..well, dont know how many people in this blog have written abt that...so i guess i do provide some useful info once in a while..probably they get drowned out in the sex and adult stuff..cant help it though...i am like this and i guess i will continue to be like this...
if i try to be someone which is what others want me to be and not someone what i want to be, then artificiality creeps in and i wont be myself...i would start writing artificial things which i dont associate with and the nativity and the life in my writings would get lost...thats what i feel...and then slowly i might even stop writing in this blog cos i dont like to write things which i dont associate with...
so thats how this is going to be people..i will write what i feel like...and it is not that i write something which does not exist or which no one does..well i guess all girls of my age have breasts, have sex and also maturbate...what i write might contain a lot of sex and adult stuff but will also contain some useful stuff somewhere in between..so i guess u people have to bear with me...